Everyone is made for someone. Some of us have yet to meet them while some of us have already met them. I can firmly say I have definitely met him. Love is a like deep ray of genuine feelings for someone you feel for and you would go to the extend of doing anything you can. At certain instances we do expect that much from that because we certainly would go to that extend to do that much for that. it can be as simple as texts, calls or even big gestures like a one to one with the person in terms of having an agenda with them. These are certainly a way of showing that actions speak louder than words. Honestly, I might not be the easiest girls to be with. But having someone who understands me and puts up with me till the end is something I can never appreciate enough. Before I met him, I was not too sure what love was and I assumed stuff that I might have even stepped on certain toes that I did not mean to. And I do apologize for that. But through those experiences is when you really reach your destination which is what is meant to be for you. I never regret any of those and I can still remember the first time we met and practically had those day to day long calls. It was something I could not have experienced with anyone else. I could never see anyone else filling your shoes. With what you did yesterday actually taught me how lucky I am to find someone like you who would do that much for me too. I really appreciate that from you. and Thank You for loving me so much. Treasure those things we have before you actually lose them in life, because people who genuinely love another are hard to come by.
A real man does not bring tears in his woman’s eyes.
Love is such a funny thing. Why do even bother falling in love? When it feels like it brings you more pain than happiness? I’ve never dreamt about the type of guy I’ve ever wanted or dated. I guess now i know that experience helps to distinguish that huh? It saddens me when the guy you’re with can never fully be your strength of pillar. Because if the guy itself is a person who follows the book then wtf? what makes you fill like you’re in place right. The boyfriend of every relationship is a strength of pillar for every girl. They provide them with the strength they need. But once the boyfriend is someone who wishes to please the people around him over what matters in a relationship then he is definitely not worth your time. If he is someone who hesitates to include you in any sort of events in his life due to the people around him it clearly means he is not the one. Being in a relationship has to have love, comfort, no awkard-ness and inculcating the feeling of family. But once you don’t feel that way with the guy you are with you definitely know he’s not the right one for you. Why do you wanna sit around and hurt yourself over the guy whose not worth your time right and doesn’t make you feel like family right. yeah maybe things are early to say and he feels weird to include you in it which is totally understandable. But I feel better when someone is out in the open about it. rather than hiding. or use sugar coated words to cover up such situations just to give you such a slight hope in thinking that you’re actually part of his family. Because in my family we are naturally so open and normal about situations like this. and is kind of weird to have someone you’re in a relationship whose not exactly like that and expects you to understand it right. Sometimes being in a relationship with someone who reads each other like a book is definitely a plus point un such a situation. But why do I feel like everyone else has a say in my relationship than the boyfriend himself right? I just pray and hope longing that this would not take a toll on me.
Love, can be so deep and yet shallow. Why do we love? Just to get hurt? How do you know that the person you’re with is meant for you? Screams, fights, laughter, cries, hate. They are meant to be felt. Especially when you are in a relationship. I want someone to appreciate me. Put in effort. Maybe I expect too much then I say? But in every relationship we need a base. A pillar of strength. I used to be that person. Someone whose always there for you and keep those frowns upside down. But today. I don’t feel like that person anymore. I feel a slight change. Maybe love is not meant for me? When I love, I love more than needed to. And now I know what it means to get hurt. And I finally feel it. Every gesture and word uttered from you during our misunderstanding as taught me a new meaning to like. They say karma’s a bitch. And now I know. I’m sorry to whom I’ve hurt before this. I’m feeling it now. I don’t think I’ll be a better person in this. I used to be strong and independent. Not dependent on anyone. But why do I depend on him now? I’m better than this. I need to get back on my feet again. Mummy always told me to be careful when it came to love. And I know why. Maybe I was thinking about myself all the time? And I’m sorry for that. But is it wrong to want some time with you? or to have a conversation with you? Well, it did matter to you at one point of time? If only it was like that everytime. But that’s just in fairytales. Everyone has a problem. And mine is loving someone more than I should. But from now on. I’ll be better than who I am. I’m strong and always been. Never rely on anyone. Just yourself. Love is for the weak. Sorry for any problems caused. It’ll change, I will change. I promise.